Decisions..

Soo.. I think we have decided that we are going to try naturally right now and if something happens then it happens..

In Jan I will still be going to see a specialist but just to get a second opinion on what they think about my mess of ovaries..

I have also decided that I do not want this to overcome my whole life..

After reading blog after blog I realize that I do not want my life to become consumed with having a baby.. I still want to enjoy life.. I dont want to plan my life around treatments or shots..

When the time comes I believe I will try one time with whatever the doctor things will be the best option… If it does not work then I will be fine with adopting..

I am fine with adopting now, but I have to give myself this kind of chance.. Which I have decided also that I am okay with waiting until I get out of school.. but tht I am also okay with trying natural because I believe if it is ment to happen right now it will..

I feel good about my decision.. I know that it will still be hard, but like I said before I could be in a lot worse situation.. I feel thankful that this is the only problem I am having to deal with.. I believe that my purpose in life is to help people, truly help people.. and maybe that means being a mommy to a baby that I adopt and saving that child..

I believe in being optimistic and this is my life as a glass of half full milk.. chocolate milk.. 🙂

Tiffany (Optimistic)